WHY iS iT SO0 HARd TO0 F0RGEt YO0h?
iS IT BECAUSE I LOVED YOU SO MUCH?
iS iT BECAUSE tHERES JUSZ S0MEtHiN AB0Ut YO0h tHAT MAKES ME FEEL ALL GO0d iNSiDE WHEN WE kiSS? WHAtEVER iT IS, I DONt WANNA FEEL IT AGIAN BUt AT tHE SAME TiME i DO0. WHENEVER WE KiSS, I FEEL SO0 SPECiAL, BUT tHE AFTER WE StOP, iT FEElSz DiFFERENT. WHEN WE KiSS, I WANNA PUt MY ARMS AR0UNd YO0R NECk ANd i WANT YO0R HANdDS AT MY WAStE AND JUS KiSS. i WANNA HOLD YO0h FOREVER BUT iTS KiNdA HARd BECAUSE YO0H D0Nt l0VE ME. WHY SH0Uld i EVEN KISS YO0h iF YO0h d0nT l0VE ME? IVE WANtED SO BADLY TO TELL YOU tHAt i l0VE YO0h BUT I KNEW iF i t0Ld YO0H, YO0h W0ULD JUS WAlK AWAY, ANd i D0Nt WANt tHAt.

I GUESS tHATS WHY i KEEP G0iN BACK TO0 YO0H. bECAUSE I l0VE YO0h SO MUCh tHAT S0METiMES I WANNA CRY BECAUSE YO0h D0Nt FEEL tHE SAME. ANd AlS0 i FEEL SO0 GUiLTY bECAUSE I bEEN D0iN tHiS Wi TH YO0H AND G0iN 0Ut WiTH 0tHER GUYS. i D0Nt MENTi0N tHAT AR0UND YO0H BECAUSE YO0h WOULD WANt TO0 St0P EVEYtHiNG WE DO. WE'RE JUSZ SO0 AddiCtED TO0 iT. BUt WHY D0 YO0h KEEP CALliN ME BACk TO0 YO0h? MAYbE YO0H DO l0VE ME BUt YO0h JUST W0NT ADMiT iT. G0 AhEAD ANd TELL ME. TEll ME iF YO0h DO 0R D0Nt. iF YO0h SAY YO0h DO, tHAT MAKe MY LiFE C0MPlEtE. BUt iF YO0h D0Nt LOVE ME ANYM0RE, YOU'll JUSZ HURt ME EVEN W0RSE tHAN YO0h AlREADy HAVE.
iT W0UldNT MATTER ANyWAYS BECAUSE Yo)H HURT EVERYTiME WE KiSS. iN SOME S0Rt 0F WAY, YO0h MANAGE TO0 HURT ME. 0H WELL. BUt YO0h kN0W S0METiMES, YOUR t0UCH MAkES tHINGS BEttER. i D0Nt kN0W WHY. WHENEVER YOU TOUCH MY ARM OR EVEN MY BACk OR lEG, I GET ALL HAPPY. I GET A WIERD FEELiN, ANd iT FEElS GO0d.BUt tHIS iN tHE ENd. YO0h PR0llY W0Nt READ tHIS BUt S0ME0NE MiGHT READ iT TO0 YO0h SO jUS tHiNK ABOUT iT.